Resurrrection and Descent into Hell

Even though our hopes were resurrected on Easter Sunday, Mom had moments of descending into hell. 

Mom had asked me to get the words printed out to what Adele recited so often, her affirmation, asking for the Peace of God.  I found it, printed it out, and gave it to Mom, who wrote on the same page in a beautiful handwriting:

I think this is the 17^th of April.  Somewhere there is a longer letter to all.

Later all are innocent except for me.

      

I am probably going to hell despite my craving for God’s forgiveness that would not include my sin.   Nadine 

She underlined all and me three times.