Friday, May 17, 2013

My Son's Tribute to My Mom


Jonathan, grandson (Nani’s daughter Tina’s son)

The main thing I would like to share is my experience of visiting Nani and Kathy, and in particular the ideal routine we developed and its variations over time.

I probably visited before middle school, but when I started the clarinet in the seventh grade, in 1991, was when I remember starting to come over regularly, partly so that Nani and I could play music together and rehearse for our performances at our family birthday celebrations as the Jonani Duo (with her on piano and me on clarinet). My visits were also an opportunity to play Scrabble, eat, and just hang out and talk.

In the early days, I would take BART out to Pleasant Hill station and, in the days before cell phones, I think I would call from a pay phone at the station to let Nani or Kathy know I had arrived, and one of them would pick me up. I think that was when Nani first had her little metallic blue-green Civic and maybe Kathy had her red Toyota truck. (I think this was after the Toyota van, and well after the VW bus.)

In more recent years (2000-2008), I would drive myself in my Civic.  I seem to remember I was usually running late, but I think that was anticipated. If I called to say I was on my way, Kathy or Nani would tell me that was fine and not to not rush. (Speaking of driving, I remember telling Nani that my mechanic had told me Chevron gasoline was better than other brands. She didn’t believe it and called the librarian at the Pleasant Hill library, who researched it and couldn’t find any evidence for it.)

During those years when I drove, I always enjoyed arriving. I would usually ring the front doorbell and be greeted by Nani and Kathy and the dog (Taiko, Sunny, Samson). After we all hugged hello, Nani would settle back into her chair in the living room, where she might have been watching The NewsHour with Jim Lehrer, or crocheting or doing a crossword, and I would join her. Kathy would ask if I’d like something to drink, always with good options including wine.

After we had caught up a little bit, Nani and I would play a little bit of music while Kathy fixed dinner, or sometimes I would play the piano. Then Kathy would call us to the table. Dinner was always delicious, and a nice chance to catch up. We had a good time talking, and I always wanted seconds on everything, and sometimes thirds.

Towards the end of dinner, Kathy would say, “I want to hear some music!” If we said something like, “Don’t you want some help with the dishes?” she would say, “Get in there and play some music! The dishwasher wants to hear some music!” That would be one of our big music playing times, after dinner. We would play until we were all worn out. We would play classical pieces from various recital books, and jazzy numbers from various jazz books, and other pieces we had picked up over the years. Some of the music Nani got at a store called Countrywood, where she knew the staff from asking about music for her to play with her clarinet-playing grandson. Other times I found music at a giant old sheet music store in San Francisco called Byron Hoyt, and another time I received the whole clarinet sheet music collection of a woman who had owned a sheet music store but now had the music in storage. As Nani and I played through various pieces, we picked out ones that we liked and wanted to work on. Over time, we developed favorites we played a lot through the years, including a few of the jazzy ones from a book called “Jazzy Clarinet 2”: “Teasing Tango,” “Backgarden Blues,” and “Chalumeau Rag,” the last of which was often our encore (or one of them) and included Nani imitating taxi horns on the piano, a great part she loved.

Once we were thoroughly exhausted, we would retire to some Scrabble. This was a nice chance to relax and talk while still getting caught up in the game. We were both big Scrabble fans. Nani talked about having enjoyed Scrabble with her coworkers when she was a probation officer and their clients didn’t show up. She played with Kathy also, and they had lists of all the two- and three-letter words. At one point, they also had a black bound photocopy of all the combinations of seven letters that made words (“The Bingo Book”). 

As we were playing, Kathy would join us in the living room for a little bit, and we’d all talk more, and she would offer us dessert, always including ice cream, sometimes various kinds and with other goodies like brownies and chocolate sauce and whipped cream. I always enjoyed a very large bowl of that.

As I think about all this, I remember earlier versions also. In earlier years, we would sometimes drive to the Fresh Choice all-you-can-eat restaurant at Sun Valley Mall where I had various favorites like the corn muffins, and then (was it those same years?) we would go to the video store across from the Safeway on Oak Park, where the owner knew his customers and made recommendations, and we would rent a movie or movies to watch. Or if we were going to the video store, we might get a pizza at the Round Table next door, and we might stop at the Safeway for milk or ice cream. I usually stayed over just one night, but every once in a while I stayed longer, and I remember one time when I was staying longer (around 1994, I think) Nani and I rented something like six movies. (I think one was “Europa, Europa” and another was “Malice.”) Another time, I seem to remember that Nani and I went somewhere in the evening to play tennis!

Sometimes we would stay up late talking and maybe finishing our Scrabble game. We talked about what were reading (including what she was reading and researching for her book club), what we had been up to lately, stories in the news and what we thought about various controversies, memories (including childhood and young adulthood memories of hers). Anything really.

When it was finally time for bed, I would sleep and sleep, especially in the early years, when I think I needed to catch up on sleep the most. In those years, I was sleeping in the first bedroom on the left going down the hall. It got plenty dark, and the bed was nice and soft, and I think I felt pretty contented, and I would sleep for up to 15 or 16 hours.

The next day, there were always tasty options for breakfast and Nani would join me while I ate (probably having been up for six or seven hours herself). One of her favorites for breakfast was an Australian biscuit with muenster cheese (which you had to make sure the dog didn’t get) and I would sometimes have that. Other times I’d have cereal with some fresh fruit on top. Nani and Kathy got the San Francisco Chronicle and the Contra Costa Times, so those would be out to read.

After a leisurely breakfast with some talking and reading, it was a good time to play some more music. We might play through some new music, or rehearse some of the pieces we had played the night before. Sometimes we would work on one piece for a while, especially long complicated pieces, like the “Jazz Variations” or “Ballade” from a book of music by Michael Garson inspired by playing with the clarinetist Eddie Daniels, which came with a recording of them playing the music. In later years, another big one for us was “Rhapsody in Blue.” If we were nearing a concert, we might talk about program notes and go to the office at the back of the house to draft them and print them out.

Another thing we would do music-wise was play piano duets. We had a couple books of Christmas duets, some classical ones, some Cole Porter (including “In the Still of the Night”), and a book of Broadway songs we probably played the most, which included “If I Loved You” and a rendition of “Old Man River” we loved belting out on the piano.

Whenever it came time to leave, we would review which pieces we were going to work on and would look at the calendar in the kitchen to figure out the next time for a visit.

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One other thing I want to mention is that the day after Nani went into the hospital in October, before I knew, I went on a hike outside the city with some friends, and on the train ride I got to telling them all about my grandmother. When I got the news about Nani later that day, it occurred to me I had just been talking about her, but it wasn’t much of a coincidence, since I’ve always talked about her a lot. (I even wrote a college application essay on “someone I admire” about her.) People have always been interested in hearing about her and have ended up liking and admiring her and asking me more about her in the future. I think they also appreciated that the time she and I spent together was something to cherish. I did cherish it, and her, and I always will.

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