Tuesday, December 16, 2014

Seeing San Francisco--Past and Present--while Presenting City College of San Francisco

I just wrote a friend about today's outing--during a couple of hours when it wasn't raining--and I think I'll share here what I shared with her:

I had a nice outing--except that I was disappointed in my local bookstore, where the clerks/people in charge used to be much more receptive.  There's a new guy now, and I can't figure out why he's not receptive.

I suffered in verse--and now I'll make you suffer:

She'd brought in some flyers to hang on the wall
So why, when she looked, were they not there at all?
This was the time the community needed
To all come together.  Was her plea not heeded?
She'd bought her books there, so she'd been a good client.
So why when she asked them were they not compliant?
The classes would close if folks didn't posthaste
Go to register for them.  What a loss!  What a waste!

This was one of those cases when I wished that I hadn't asked and had just posted on the bulletin board they have at the back.  (I brought in material again today in case they'd "accidentally" recycled what I took a couple of weeks ago--which they said they'd post after they painted the area, which has now been painted. )  It's in an easy-to-access area, and clearly three people had taken it upon themselves to post things.  When I presented material, he said, "We already have the material you brought us.  But we did some painting, and I don't know when we'll put things back up."  I offered to do it for him, and he said, "No."  Usually people are very receptive, but other times it's like pulling out of my garage on 19th Avenue.  I have to be assertive but careful.  In this case, I don't want to alienate him.  But I'll tell you something.  If I go in again, and nothing is on that bulletin board, I'm going to start boycotting them.  I'm sorry because I like that store and it's within walking distance of my house.  I'd rather support them than Amazon.  But that lack of responsiveness upsets me.  Today I bought the book they'd ordered for me, A Literary Christmas.  But I'm not going to buy anything else there if they don't put up any CCSF flyers.

What  a contrast to the Russian Hill Bookstore, where the guy in charge said, "Sure.  Take down whatever is out of date.  There's always something."  Their bulletin board is right by the door, and the only way to access it is to block the door a bit, but no one complained, and I was there as an obstruction for quite a while because I had to keep my foot in the door while I was taking down and putting up flyers!  I took down West Coat Craft for December 6 & 7 (which was at the Herbst Pavilion at Fort Mason Center, where we'll continue to have classes, I think, because they found out that it costs less than some other sites), a flyer for a Z space presentation, The Totalitarians, which ended last Sunday, Deck the Hall, which seemed to have everyone performing on December 7--the SF Symphony, Beach Blanket Babylon, the SF Boys Chorus, the SF Ballet School Trainee Program, and MORE.  I'm thinking that I might steal their design for my Christmas card and substitute photos for the Christmas balls they have on their tree. ..Dancers, Prancers & Vixens" with the "Well Strung" Singing String Quartet, part of the SFGMC that Randy Larouche has just rejoined.  Oh, and I took down a flyer saying "Study English with ELI at a great new location, Park Presidio Church"--that's the one on Geary and 7th Avenue where some of us used to teach a class or two in addition to the ones we had at John Adams.    I took it down because it said "Classes begin September 22nd."  But one of the flyers I put up for the Civic Center Campus had a nearly-expired date too--December 19.  We know that these classes continue, but I'm afraid my flyer will be taken down because it seems to have expired.  ..Tim Guydish, Artists Reception for "The Oddists", which was back on October 24th..."Santa Claus in the Japan Center Malls" was over December 14...An art show at Holy Trinity Cathedral, where my first husband and I went a couple of times and found nobody else in attendance--sort of like the Stonestown Theatre.  That was over December 14.  (Oh, I'm mistaken!  The one we went to was on Bush and  Gough Street, not Green.  Could there be two Trinity Churches?  I guess there really should be three!)  I put up the flyer that Susan Lopez created, "A More Amazing You" because it's catchy and gives the beginning date and link to the schedule website, English classes in the Sunset, the "expired" one about the Civic Center, one about French classes at the Downtown Camus,   one on Music at the Ocean Campus, and a schedule of classes--just one because there wasn't space for more.  But people everywhere are telling me that they've gotten a schedule of classes in the mail, so that's good.  They've gotten it and they're aware that they've gotten it!

Once I got my foot out the door, I realized I was right next to Cole Hardware, so I went in to get the oil-based sealant for grout that Small Property Owners advised me to use to "back up" the work done.  ..I rarely go to that part of town, so I enjoyed seeing the old Alhambra Theatre, which advertised Crunch Fitness right next door to a place called "No Judgment," as if they wouldn't make any comment on whether the fitness place created results!  (In a protest in Sacramento, we held our banners and heard speeches right across the street from the Beauty Center, and there was a sign nearby saying "Dreamers welcome," as if implying that you'd have to be a dreamer if you expected results.)  I noticed that Boulange was across the street from Cole Hardware, and that's where Javier and I had wound up one day long ago when we were trying to find some other place--maybe a restaurant that turned out to be closed...Then I left Polk Street and realized that on Van Ness going back home, I could stop at Staples near Sacramento and get some of the sheet protectors I need for my pages of recipes.  So I stopped there, and I asked the manager if he had room for some CCSF material.  He said he'd put it in their break room.

But the trip was also nostalgic.  I saw the Episcopal Church on Van Ness at Clay, where Jonathan and I went briefly after my divorce from his dad, and the First Old Church, where we saw a performance of Amahl and the Night Visitor, with someone we knew as Amahl.  Jonathan was a toddler and, before (not during) the performance, he climbed around on the pews.  As I thought about all the personal history, I realized:  I'm old!


Friday, November 28, 2014

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Millie
To stay at his place!  Why on earth did he ask you?
Andrew
Maybe for the same reason that children and grandparents get along so well.  They have a common enemy.
Pauses
I'm sorry, Millie.  I don't want to...
Millie
To be honest?  That's my job!  I'm the one who tells the truth.  You hide behind good manners and Greek.
The phone rings.
Andrew
Hello?  Oh, hello  Frobisher.  Yes!  I'll be sure to turn in the keys tomorrow.  By the way, I have something to tell you.  I've decided that I would like to include my "Swan Song" in the festivities tomorrow.
Pauses
Oh, I'm sorry that you've already printed up the program,  We'll have to edit it.
Pauses
I understand about the time constraints.  But this is the last time I'll...intrude on you like this. See you tomorrow.
Hangs up the phone
To Millie
Well, it's time to get going, dear.
Picks up his stack of papers and walks to the door.  
Holds the door for her.
Millie puts her handbag over her shoulder.
Walks out the door.
Andrew follows Millie and lets the door close.

Monday, November 24, 2014

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the way they say the old Victorian houses do.  Force of habit.
Frank
Andrew, you should leave her.
Andrew
And go where, exactly.  We can hardly afford the home we have together.
Frank
You can stay at my place.  I'm going to be gone most of the summer.  You can stay in my flat until you find a place to live.
Andrew
A more cynical man than I am might think you were keeping me away from your mistress.
Frank
She's not my mistress.  I have no interest in ever seeing her again.  I wish I could convince you of that.
Andrew
Oh, you've convinced me.  It's strange that I feel a pain for her.  That you've rejected her.  I feel a strange urge to protect her from your rejection.  And now you tell me that I should leave her.
Frank
She'll respect you more.
Andrew
In the morning?
Millie
re-enters
to Frank
You're still here?  I thought you had other things to do--other than taking me home.
Frank
I'm just leaving.  And I'm hoping that Andrew will using this.
Hands him his card
My address is on that.  Come while I'm still here, and I can show you around.  Show you which plants to water and which ones to ignore.
Andrew
Thank you, Frank.  I appreciate your...invitation.
Frank
to Millie
Good bye.
To Andrew
See you soon, I hope.
Leaves
Millie
Well, that's weird.  What's going on?  What invitation did he give you?
Andrew
To stay at his place while he's away.



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Andrew
You didn't ask her to marry you?
Frank
No!  I've never made any promises.  Or any declarations.
Andrew
Why do you suppose she would tell me such a thing?  You make my wife sound a bit desperate, Frank.
Do you want to know the truth?  Can you bear the truth?
Andrew
I can bear anything.
Frank
What I did I did out of almost boredom.  She was there.  She flirted.  I responded.  Maybe I was even a little bit intrigued that she was a married woman.  Or maybe I felt protected because she was.  But I never felt anything for her.
Andrew
And I once felt so much.
Frank
I never told her I loved her or told her that I loved her.  The only real emotion she's ever aroused in me is the one she aroused just now when she told you what she told you.  I felt disgust.
Andrew
That's not a very kind thing to say, Frank.
Frank
Oh, stop being so polite!  You've got to leave her.
Andrew
She's my wife.  For as long as she wants to remain my wife.
Frank
Why won't you leave her?
Andrew
Because I don't want to add another grave wrong to one I have already done her.
Frank
What wrong have you done her?
Andrew.
I married her.
Pause
You see, Frank, she is really as much to be pitied as I am.  We both need something from the other that would help us make it through life, but neither of us is able to give it.  She needs one kind of love, and I need another.  When I married her, I thought that the love I had for her was...compatible with the love she had for me.  But I wasn't able to give her the kind of love that she needed, and that drove out the other kind of love, the kind I could have given her.  So now, she does what she has to do, and I stand by.  We hate each other with a bitterness that has replaced the love.  We stay together

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

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Andrew
Nothing is ever too horrible to think of, Frank.  It is simply a question of facing facts.
Frank
Did it ever occur to you that she was lying?
Andrew
No, she never lies.  In twenty years she has never told me a lie.  Only the truth.  Do you want me to quote dates?
Frank
She told you six months ago?
Andrew
Isn't it seven?
Frank
She told you even before it began?  Why have you been so civil to me?  Why haven't you confronted me?
Andrew
If I were uncivil and confrontational with everyone who, in the past twenty years, has had an affair with my  wife...I'd spend an awful lot of time being uncivil and confrontational.
Frank
What a horrible person she is
Andrew
That's not a very galant way to speak of a woman you plan to make your wife.
Frank
What?  Where did you get that idea?  Did she tell you that?  That was a lie.

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Frank
No one's ever gone on YouTube for me!  Considering what he told me--that he really likes you--and considering the video itself, I'd say it was really a tribute, not a mockery.
Andrew
What does it matter?
Frank
Andrew, I'm leaving now, and we really won't have time to talk tomorrow at the retirement function.  So I'd like to give you some advice as a friend.  As someone who wishes that we had been friends.
Leave your wife.
Andrew
pauses
So that you can more easily carry on your affair with her?
Frank
Pauses
How long have you known?
Andrew
Since it first began.
Frank
How did you find out?
Andrew
From my usual source of such information.  Someone whose word I could hardly doubt.
Frank
shows repulsion
She told you!  That's too horrible to think of.


Monday, November 17, 2014

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Frank
It's over, Millie.
Andrew
enters the main door
Millie
walks past him through the main door
I need to use the restroom, too.
Andrew
Are you waiting for Millie?
Frank
No, I was waiting for you.  Because I want you to know the truth about Taplow.
Andrew
Oh, Taplow.  The little fraud.
Frank
Maybe not such a fraud.  It's true that he was imitating you today.
Andrew
Was it a good imitation?
Frank
No
Andrew
I'll bet it was.  Boys can be very clever mimics.
Frank
But he was doing it mostly because I was egging him on.  I'm sorry.
Andrew
That's quite all right.
Frank
But we also talked about you, and he told me that he really liked you.
Andrew
Oh, is that right.
Frank
He said that you didn't seem to want to be liked, but he liked you very much.  So I'd say that that what he did on YouTube
Andrew
Oh, God!  YouTube.   What a lot of fuss over a half-assed attempt at online flattery.  And who knows?  Maybe it was really mimicry.  And now anyone who sees it will know what I'm sure he's alerting them to now.  That he went online to make a world wide fool of a me.  I can hear him now:  "I go  on YouTube.  Make Crocker-Harris give me passing grade.  He fall for it."  Isn't it funny?  After all these years I can't really mimic the way they speak English.  But I think I get the content right.  "He make you sing with him."

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